| i've realized how special someone in my life is and i care about her a lot even if we are just friends... :) |
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| Well after a lot of turmoil and what not things are good. It took me a while to realize that i was being stupid and that i had something wounderful right in front of me i just was too pig headed to pay attention. But anyway, things are going great between me and shannon now. I'm currently enrolling in the army just waiting to get off probation so i can get in sooner. So i've been training hard to get back in shape :) |
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| Well... for those of you that still check this or even just randomly want to look to see if i've posted something new. A lot of things have happened and i am single. Anyway i'll start when i can... i tend to jump around so i'll try to stay with the train of events as best i can. Well.. Since my last post on things i got with shannon again and things where ok... I wasn't totally happy but i figured it was just a phase, hoping that things would get better but as usual they didn't we started fighting again about random stuff then finally one day i just told myself i didn't care and i was fed up with fighting. Well in a way i kinda stopped trying to love shannon and i just stopped caring about every thing betwen us. I started old habbits like somkeless tobbaco (dip, if you familar with it) and she always got on me about it but i was like whatever. I know i was wrong on my part for staying in the relationship but i kept telling myself maybe something will spark and i'll love her again. Unfortionetly it didn't happen. Anyway a few weeks ago she started planning a suprise party for my 21st which i was excited about. But when it came it was going well untill everyone started getting all bitchy that i wouldn't drink. I just wasn't in the mood and i wanted to watch everyone get drunk so i could be amused by them. Not the other way around. Either way it turned to being about them and not just a party for me. I still had fun till everyone started yelling and my friend chris was like "It takes two to love and he doesn't love you anymore" and shannon looked at me and i was like well i don't. Naturally she went and started crying. Her friend and her sister went to comfort her telling her a bunch of crap that wasn't true but what ever. Anyway i'm single now, still living with her but i'm looking for a place to move out and be on my own cause i know when i start seeing other women it'll be ackward for her. But i'm much happier now and things are better. I have my car in the shop too and i'm getting a new transmission and clutch i'm so excited about it all. :) |
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| So just making a little update since i haven't done one in a long as while. Well If ya didn't know i'm living in Springhill, Florida. Single cause of a dumb decision on my part but things are slowly getting better. Working at subway right now. Just working and chillin out mostly. I got 3 credit cards... yeah you can guess how muh fun it is to have those. NEVER get one. It sucks once they are maxed. Oh well i'm slowly paying them off and hopefull won't have to deal with them next yeah.... i hope. I'm having a mind fart right now so i'll put more up next time i get the notion to again |
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